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Slow Apocalypse

by Sleepy Gonzales

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1.
Alligatorzzz 03:55
i learned to play your favorite song on a piano full of blood now everyone i lay my bloody fingers on never sounds sad enough you promised we that we could kiss if there was ever an apocalypse now every time i fall asleep i dream the world is ending maybe it really is // maybe you’re brilliant when you’re swimming circles around me does it ever really cross your mind? if you wanted you could drown me with your eyes i learned to play my minor scales when we were in the florida keys my soapbox singing got me tossed out of the hotel bar got a free drink at least! if only i had thicker skin i wanna be american they’re gonna love me love me love me love me all the way out of this all the way out of this // when you’re swimming circles around me does it ever really cross your mind if you wanted you could drown me with your eyes with your alligator eyes i want a lover i never knew to fall & hold me like a parachute i want a lover i never knew. i really do... but i’ve seen the secrets that a lover keeps the way that you hide your alligator teeth my body’s a present everybody seeks to tear into when you’re falling asleep on my shoulder does it ever really cross your mind if you wanted you could have me for a night when you’re swimming circles around me does it ever really cross your mind if you wanted you could drown me with your eyes with your alligator eyes
2.
& all at once i existed // with this feeling in my chest that i don’t know how to sit with eyes are open don’t know where i’m going upside down clouds over mountains unfolding deep in the forest you’re planting seeds saying flowers only grow when no one else is looking so come along love we’re going to the ocean her water’s always cold but her arms are always open hoping you never so much as hesitate you were holding all the tickets for the impulse getaway you barely knew me saw you seeing through me the shadow of a love you didn’t know you were chasing i’m floating further & further from myself wish the moon would settle down kiss me through the evening so come along babe we're going to steal a seaplane i’d like to see them catch me we’ll stay on top of this slow apocalypse you’re made of angel space dust you’re the only kind of smoke i ever want inside of my lungs it’s a riot police car sideflip burning the streets in a molotov fire pit yeah we can dance in the orange glow til the military comes telling everyone to go home if i know us we’re going to find a rooftop a city underneath us we’ll stay on top of this slow apocalypse
3.
Motorbike 04:41
baby wants a motorbike guess we’ll get a motorbike we’ll go wherever you like i like holding your shoulders as we run the lights lady wants a life of crime quit my job & burn your suit & tie it’s gonna be fine i found $70 in a hotel bible & we don’t know where we are going but baby you could be a star stuck at home just singing for no one at the reservoir sorry if the world sees you smile hope we make the road worth every mile home is just a lifelong trailer fire we leave behind baby wants to disappear she’s sick of everybody here all the fake eyelashes all the camera flashes & the chandeliers she tried to give herself the slip but it turned into a tailspin all the streets unwinding all the lights so blinding i forget where i used to live & we have no idea where we are going but maybe you could be a star skipping stones & serenading stray dogs at the reservoir sorry if the world sees you smile hope we make the road worth every mile home is just a lifelong trailer fire we leave behind on the back of a motorbike we might be running for nothing but maybe nothing’s enough for me sorry if the world sees you smile grows a little colder every mile home is just a lifelong trailer fire we leave behind on the back of a motorbike baby wants a motorbike guess we’ll get a motorbike we’ll go wherever you like i like holding your shoulders as we run the lights
4.
aliens exist 04:53
if it’s all a dream i was right come take me away to a new life if it’s all a dream i’m upset i’ll admit if your silhouette is second prize then i won’t complain about a new life if it’s all a dream i’ve had enough // come scrape me up from tempo from temporal i had a lover who taught me all about a world that i never knew i had a lover who loved me from the moon if it’s all a dream // i did my best // come take me away // to a new death // if it’s all a dream // i’m obsessed // i’ll admit // if your silhouette is second prize then i won’t complain about a new life if it’s all a dream // unplug my head you bet i’ll like it // better than a song cause when i do this alone it don’t feel right // i try to take your advice // but when i do this alone // it don’t feel right // don’t you feel high // ???
5.
Pt.1 — sexy gonzales ¿Como quieres hacer en la noche? ¿Y quienes vamos a ser en la mañana? Como quieres hacer... Pt.II — Jonny B. tell me where you wanna go maybe i’ll take you there maybe all you gotta do is close your eyes we’ll take a little drive along a shatter sea get a little plastered on a plastic beach all our troubles somewhere else it’ll be alright we’re going to the other side watching all these dreams outgrow our minds yeah it’s gonna be fine we’re going to the other side bloody took you so long, so long to leave it behind ¿como quieres hacer en la noche? ¿y quién nos vamos hacer en la mañana? lo que yo sabiá // se me olvidó todo lo que quiero es tú corazón y una canción más... it’ll be okay we’re gonna catch another wave letting all this blue blood through our veins yeah it’s gonna be fine // we’re going to the yellow side watching all of these trees outgrow the sky Pt. III — mirage all the rest is noise
6.
we share a glance when you say it’s getting late oh // it’s a pen, it’s a page it’s a story taking shape we share a laugh at the moonlit mess we made oh it’s a bed, it’s a grave it’s a thousand paper planes a thousand times i tell you to go you beg me to stay our lips fight each other like featherweights tell you to go, beg me to stay our lips, two featherweights we spin the car through a wall of bricks we laid oh it’s a flash, it’s a fade it’s a terminal embrace it always feels the same feels the same when i tell you to go you beg me to stay our lips fight each other like featherweights tell you to go, beg me to stay our lips, two featherweights i know you want to knock me back easy as a sugarpill you open every wound i have choking with the blood you spill i know you wanna knock me back easy as sugarpills you only want me on my back baby stop pretending you won’t because i know you will when i i tell you to go you beg me to stay our lips fight each other like featherweights tell me to go, beg you to stay our lips, two featherweights
7.
(slow start starfish, jellyfish, manta ray, depth, idk i was just mumbling) i only river in lava lamps i only river in death camps i only river inside of wombs ambivalence vacuums i only river on the side of the street i only river just shy of a scream i only river when i’m done all my chores new warden at the psych ward i only river on the tip of my toes or when i follow down fox holes the silence is a little too there spinning circles in a swivel chair fishing out a cinnamon lace sinning in suit-tape i only river when you’re not in the room everything else, i use to river when you’re not in the room everything else i abuse to river when you’re not in the room
8.
love is gonna pass you through like Sally on the avenue your body’s gonna fall to pieces like the vein you dream of taking a razor to bleeding on the sheet // yeah // your mouth is somebody’s ocean i wanna swim into your brain’s a bloody orange i once split in two you never show me emotion it’s crazy when you do cause baby i get lonesome i go fragile i go blue like Sally on the avenue love is gonna run you through your body’s gonna fall to pieces like the tramp you never give any money to lying on the street // yeah // life is gonna pass you by so have some fun before you die find yourself a couple friends maybe try yourself a couple drugs it’s only gonna happen once it’s only gonna happen once scary but you know it’s true like Sally on the avenue dying on the street // yeah // ... ...and when the birds sing sad songs you used to kiss me to llover do you lie there in your alone chair & cry along & wonder if i’m crying too like Sally on the avenue
9.
you’re the king of my castle window with the best view front seat of a slaughter-lamb submarine floating over Surrey in a bubble kicking up dust // pissing off cliffs— on sticks, infinity signs (don’t know if i’m ready for one but guess who’s gonna find out soon) & a risk // & a risk // & a risk // existed // but her lips // & the tips // of our fingers // keep twitching // so what do you do with the shot clock running down // less than a minute now // let’s see some blood on the court // i’ll be throwing elbows // & killing silence // you know i’ve almost got you // down to a science // I say I love you the same // but you were always my favourite // always my precious little jenny-in-a-jam // my black market medicine // my patience // zero in the hospital lobby // but i risk all i risk in spurts of emotion // in service of the moment // in permanent glisten when i risk // what i risk is foolish // unusually twisted // gonna risk // gonna risk // gonna risk it // with a bullet in my ribs // with a pistol-grip fist // i’m gonna risk it // so what do you do with the shot clock running out // with less than a minute now // to be the king of my world // to be the centre of my swirl // to be the line in the sand i can’t cross // without castles crumbling in my hands // when the skeleton gives up // the vertebrae s****** forsakes // still deciding // who’s gonna swim down the river that was carved in your name // while it's still unwinding // still // unwinding

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Most of our pets died during the time this was being made. The few that remain are sadly, on their way. Free hug for anyone who shows us a better soundtrack to the mudslide that was 2020.

Dedicated to Pepe, Bella, Chucky, and Flavourtown. rest in peace <3


written over the course of the last 2-3 years. recorded throughout 2020.

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released December 18, 2020

All songs written, recorded, produced, mixed by Sleepy Gonzales except:

1. co-produced and co-mixed by Matt Di Pomponio
2. mixed by Matt Di Pomponio
3. mixed by Colin Stewart
6. co-produced and co-mixed by Matt Di Pomponio
8. mixed by Matt Di Pomponio

Cover art by Sleepy Gonzales

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